Sunday 25 May 2014

Advert - SPACEINVASION

Hi guys! 打饭(beat-rice) is back to share with you what sponsored items i chose from Space Invasion :) Space Invasion is a flagship pop-up store located at the Cathay, which houses more than 20 different brands from clothing to acessories to lifestyle products. Popular brands like Ellysage, Shop6by6, TLX are some that are part of Space Invasion.
The shop is located at The Cathay, #03-15/16, 2 Handy Road.

The first item I picked up was a Floral romper from ShopSkinned !






This is my ALL TIME fav romper and i usually don't ever wear rompers cause it makes my figure damn unflattering. But don't you agree the cutting is really good for this one?!(makes me look skinnier :P) They offer more designs of the same romper so you are sure to find the one that suits your preference.

The second item i picked out was this classic black top from Lalalandsg!




  This top is super versatile. Pair it with a black / leather skirt for a more classy formal look and jeans for something more casual chic. And I love how the buckle makes it so edgy. Definitely a must have la?!

SpaceInvasion
Website: http://www.spaceinvasion.sg
Instagram: http://instagram.com/spaceinvasionsg

ShopSkinned
Website: http://shopskinned.com
Instagram: http://instagram.com/shopskinned

Lalaland
Website: http://lalaland.sg
Instagram: http://instagram.com/lalalandsg


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Monday 5 May 2014

How do you love yourself

*Disclaimer. This is a ranting post. Not to seek attention or whatever you people think. Just saying before you judge me. If you're not interested in reading complaints or if you're out to condemn me please skip this post. *

Why do i have to be born this way? I fucking hate myself. There's not one single likeable thing about me i swear. Like what's there to love right? I don't understand why i have to be reminded by the world every single fucking day about how useless and untalented i am. Every time i look around i see everyone with such special assets and i'm just here like meh...

Why can't i dance or sing or draw like them? God why don't i have any gifts? Why am i so slow to learn and just way dumber than everyone around me? Why does everyone always understand their work so fast and i take forever to understand? Why do i have to be so boring? Why do i have such an ugly laughter? I'm not that sweet nice girl that everybody likes. I'm not.

Short. Fat. So little hair. Round face. Fat thighs. Big nose. Big forehead. Bad complexion. Small boobs. I MEAN WHAT DO I HAVE. REALLY? I hate it when other people tell me "OMG please you're not fat at all." Of course most people would say that. You don't see what i see. I mean you've never seen me standing in front of the mirror in just my undergarments just staring at all that bulging fats. You've never seen me trying so many outfits just so that i can find the right one to cover the fats.   You don't get to see how i look after i remove all the makeup.

I don't bloody care about those people who say i can't accept myself and be happy for who i am cause there are people worse than me. Fuck you. I don't like myself and that's not your problem is it? I know a lot of people will tell me if you don't like this and that just do something about it. But how do you know i've never tried? Also, you can't change everything. Unless of course plastic surgery which i'll never have the balls or money to do.

It's hard to love yourself when everyone else is better than you in every single way possible.

I'm sorry if i made you unhappy by reading all this rants, vulgarities and what not. Or if i offended anyone in any way possible. I really don't have anywhere else to vent my anger and feelings properly.  If you don't like what you see, don't see la? Just shut up about it and move on with life.

Kay gonna go study now and shit because i'm always the one that has to go the extra mile just to be on the same level as others.